OVERCOME MY PROBLEMS

Today I have a quite tight schedule, but I've learned new things though, this morning I'm doing a try out to replace a news anchor in this TV Station which really famous with their news basis programs. And so you know I really hate to do public speaking. Every time I took a deep  breath and started to talk, I felt this hard to breathe feeling, my chest is hurt, and words that came out of my mouth just remotely weird. Well I have a selective mutism (-different with glossophobia ) which gave me the biggest hamper when it comes to public. Even my mom doesn't know , My boyfriend was the first person who realized it. Anyway, I have to overcome this anxiety and this is one of my new year resolution's- overcome my Phobia's (selective mutism and acrophobia)- but first I need to took an extreme step to get over it, by taking what I really fear for it self, public speaking. So the moment has come for me to tried news anchor. So I took it. And this morning was amazing. At the first time I did a couple of mistake's , but in one time I can manage it very well. Mr.Irvan helped me with my "too infotainment" kind of tone. But my power and pronounce ability are great, the said I"m a fast learner. Its was a great honor getting those compliments and guidance! But I still need to practice i guess (well duuh?). Anyway my next project must be overcome my acrophobia. But In that case, maybe later.. 

what is your greatest phobia? I hope I could inspire you by my story..  Nothing is impossible when you work on it..cheers